Find me,Lead me.

"I won't believe unless i see"
I don't want hearsays, it bothers me.
It keeps me asking.
When did I know God is with me when i didn't even see?

It has always been a mystery of how
HE make people believe that HE exists..
Is it true that I am God-made
and that from dust I will return?
Is it also true that HE gave us life
and HE is the only one right to get back life?

I fear that what I believe is brought by my fear.


It may be unexplainable but it is when I'm lost
that i found an instant answer where I should be.
I hunger for HIS healing. I just know that
it comes out naturally from within me.

"I won't believe unless i see"
For whatever circumstance I had, I know I was saved because I listened.

Let me live.

The mother of the unborn child practices cowardice..

There may be hundred of reasons
why a mother choose to terminate the baby in her womb
but no reason will be valid in the eyes of the people of God..

No one ever knew how it feels to carry a shame throughout your life
just because you bore a child with no dad to call.
Not everyone will understand why a mother learns
not to let her child experience what it's like to see the world..
And so would i dare to try?
Yes, for a child found in the creek,
wrapped in a plastic bag or flushed in the toilet bowl.
I pity them because they weren't me
who could write about what she sees around,
who could freely live and fight for life.

They were voiceless and so they were not heard
but maybe if they were given the chance to talk,
they would say "let me live".

WHAT'S THE SCHEME?

The fate is unlike the water in the ground
that goes through a process until it is called CLOUD
and after some time in the atmosphere,
rain falls and the cloud will again be called water..

More often than not, fate is written on our palms,
rather it is the result of whatever our palms have worked for..

The fate is unlike the mentality of many of the people today.
Yes, the best will be tested but not all of them will fall
and the rest will find opportunities
but not all of them will succeed..

If life becomes a game of luck,
it is because you chose to play it..
There will be no game if there are no players..

And if there are people who believe in the "wheel of life",
that is theirs and i always don't have the right to question..

We go through a lot of happiness and a lot of pains,
downs and ups. And there will always be chances of staying down
or staying happy..
It is when you realize that you are not a wheel
to expect yourself down after your happiness.

Fate says you can make changes for sure,
there are limits and impossibilities
only when you keep yourself UNSATISFIED..

FORBIDDEN LOVE.

I don't belong to the lesbian and gay society
but the very reason i commiserate with people involved is that
because they are being punished for doing the right thing which is LOVING..

The love for country is referred to us as NATIONALISM
while love for things is now equated to the word HABIT..

A parent-child relationship is the typical FAMILY we all have
while a relationship with friend is called FRIENDSHIP..

The relationship with God is measured and referred to us as FAITH
while the love for someone in the opposite sex is nowadays our HAPPINESS..

And so what do we call the relationship of people from the same gender?


BIGOTS call it SIN..

God created only Adam and Eve..
and so it is rational to think that a man is for a woman
or the other way around, that is according to the law of God
but is it not also rational to think that people just really wanna be HAPPY
and for as long as they live without stepping on other people's dignity,
GAYS and LESBIANS deserve to live like any other human being..

ARE WE GOOD?

We are unlike the native filipina
whose saya should be below the ankle bone..
Gone is MARIA CLARA with her modesty..


Today is the existing NENE.
An epitome of the evolution of culture and tradition.
No longer a virgin.

"All it takes to be a woman is to surrender the purity",
the usual misconception..

what have you done at fourteen?
Unaware of the crime you have been doing for months now?

Everyone gets into the possibility of engaging to a mistake.

PREMARITAL SEX and FORNICATORS.
One day it'll all be just a HOBBY
a pleasure,an enjoyment.
The picture i fear to develop.

For the number of people who helplessly died of the gruesome massacre,
whose lives ended leaving a mark in Philippine history,
whose intentions of serving were forcibly restrained,
where is justice?

What else can be more disgusting
if you know that the people behind the outrageous incident
are the one's in position to rule?

where else can be safer if it happens in your beloved land?

When else can there be peace if no one's seeking?

No one realizes it's too much until it's over..

Sooner or later, the Ampatuan massacre will be unsolved..
one day it'll be forgotten just like any other issues.
Veracity will be buried in the graveyard
with the bodies of the victims..

One day atrocity will happen again,
it may even get worse and then worst..


and i fear...

WHEN IS GOOD BETTER THAN BEST?

There is a SECOND HONOR because he is not good enough
to be called the first honor..

There is a SECOND RATE to emphasize who is superior..

There is a SECOND BEST perhaps it is fated that way..

There is a SECOND CLASS because not everyone is fortunate enough
to deserve the title, first class..

The best will be prioritized and that the great will be recognized.
We look up at things and people so much
that we sometimes neglect to appreciate the next ones..
We admire and then imitate. Too much admiration..

IDOLATRY, Just because they aren't the second.
But if you lose way, there's this we call the SECOND CHOICE..
There is this SECOND CHANCE to give it another try..
and maybe there is a SECOND THOUGHT
to reconsider the possibility of betterment..


SECOND WILL BE BEST JUST AFTER THE STAR FALL.

And it will always be better to think this way:

There is a SECOND LIFE
for maybe next time it'll be in PARADISE..

The daughter of christmas time

I was once a child and I knew what it's like to wait Santa..
I was a child of innocence and curiosity..
I thought of how Christmas is celebrated by people
who have been in prison for crimes they never did
or if they did, atleast they've realized it was wrong..

How will it be merry to feel the cold night
with no one to share the blanket with?

I thought of the children in the pavement
and how they sing carols
and feel happy for whatever pity costs.

Do they have the same doll as i have?

Is it the undescribable cruelty of fate
or is it the clemency that drives me to ask
why can't my Christmas be the happiest?

The hypocrites against the hungry children.
The eyewitnesses against the prisoners.

If there could really be a MERRY CHRISTMAS
and a NEW START that waits
then LET NOT CHRISTMAS BE JUST A TIME TO FEAST
RATHER, A TIME FOR PEACE...